I am a Senior Software Engineer who started meditating in 2022 for stress relief.
Instead, I accidentally triggered a complete system override.
I spent years feeling torn between the person everyone knew and the heart beating under the floorboards.
Now, I document the integration.
| 💻 Day Job (The Engineer) | 🔮 Night Shift (The Mystic) |
|---|---|
| Role: Senior Software Engineer | Role: Field Reporter @ Mystics Inc. |
| OS: Logic, Reason, Skepticism | OS: Intuition, Gnosis, Bhakti |
| Stack: Go, Kubernetes | Stack: Meditation, Kundalini, Tantra |
| Bug: Burnout | Feature: Awakening |
My documentation is organized by "Levels" of intensity, for the skeptic and the seeker alike:
- Level 0: Technical — Burnout, stress, and the rational analysis of "woo."
- Level 1: Transitional — When the worldview cracks and the double life begins.
- Level 2: Mystical — Longing, devotion, and the "Dark Night."
- Level 3: Union — Space Division. Direct experience and the dissolution of self.
Where I publish live field notes and current transmissions.
The organized, depth-based compilation of the journey so far.